我都好舒服。
他送我到他家楼下大门外，我叫了一辆计程车就会到了我的租屋处，味道还
是依旧，好像走了好久一样，我把衣服都脱下来扔到洗衣桶里面，自己完全赤裸
的躺在床上，看看有没有朋友给我简讯。
然后觉得有些疲惫，就睡了。睡過了，然後就醒來了，醒來了想写些什么宣
泄自己，那写什么呢？写其他的有什么意思呢？蛮恶心的胡說八道，自己写著自
己都会笑出來，那就写自己吧，这样子才是最真实的文字。
真的是無聊至極了，無聊的把自己寫的東西翻譯成英文……
Nana'sDiary:June16,18
Returningtomyrentalroom,Idroppedtheclothes,underwearandtightsintheundryandsleptforawhile……Aftergettingup,nothingIwannado,simplyeatthemeal,andthenstarttowrite.
Onlyonelightgraycepantieswasleftonmybody,stilltoradiatethelustfulnesssexyofstnight.
Nowthereisnockexceptaman,andthereisnockbutadick.Lastnight,Istillhaveitall.
ThesedaysareveryboringandIdon’tknowwhatI’mtryingtodo.AfterI’mawake,Istarttorecallmypastandmyfuture.
Past,allmist.
Future,sometimesIconsiderpningtostudyabroadaftergraduation,andcontinuetodothesameforeveryoneasahappysugarbaby,thensugardy,thensugarmilfinanewenvironmentwhichthereisnopersonthatknowme.
YesterdayIwasnotonline,notcoofy,butmybodyisverybusy,nomorehandshitthekeyboardThetimeformakinglovedoesnotallowmetoleaveforwriting.
IwentoutinyesterdayeveningandthenIcamebackatnoontoday.
WhenIamonmywayofcamingback,smokingonthestreetcornerwheredidn'tbotherpeople.Ifoundthereisamanpassingbymeandlookingatme.Whyyouhavethecouragelookingatme,butnocouragetoaccostme.
Afewdaysago,Ifoundthatmyaccounthadbeenaddedabanknote,afterwardsmylinejustwokeup.HecalledmeforcomingoutandsayingthatIwouldbemoldyifIstillstayandhide